it’s very bittersweet, my hyperfixation on csm ( more so my obsession with aki ) was extremely unhealthy so i’m happy i’m changing , but i really wanna punch 2024 illi for not getting the help he needed for his retail therapy addiction sooner because the amount of money i spent on merch that isn’t even put up makes me sick ^_^ 🦭 i’ll probably be selling my ugly merch ( merch that isn’t cute or aesthetically pleasing ) i still love and yume aki but, this is too much . #akihayakawa #chainsawman #